PoohsDen

For days news of the Mumbai attack has been filling every nook and corner. I tried to stay away from it. I did not want more information. I did not want to hear more about 19 yr old fake Versace clad boys with AK-47s. I did not want to hear about the 100 yr old Taj burning. I did not want to see images of innocent people lying dead. I did not want to hear the wails of sorrow filling the air. I did not want to hear the politicians make a mess. I just acted as if I did not care. Odd it may sound to everyone. You might say, I am selfish or I have a heart of stone. But it is just not that. It is depressing.

Various emotions and feelings engulfed me the minute I heard the news. It was shock, fear, and finally anger. More angry than I had ever been. Anger leads to nowhere productive so I tried to take calming gulps of air and focus my pent-up energy elsewhere. I tried to put Mumbai off my mind. Like millions of other Indians, I live miles away and there is basically nothing I can do than sit and watch. Watch the drama unfold and I just decided I had enough. I decided I did not want to know what happened or what was said. I shut down to information. I let the anger seep out of my body and mind. Or I tried to do it. For 3 days, I tried and I gave up today. I have been spending hours reading anything I could lay my hands on about the Mumbai terror attacks. My heart goes out for the lost lives. I am still angry… I feel helpless

1 Comment

  1. Siva

    December 1, 2008 at 7:47 am

    the year 2008 turned out did not turn out to be a positive event year for india, how many attacks and blasts this year. i’m only left out with an option to pray to the almighty saving the country from any such further incidents.

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