I am documenting what I posted on Facebook for my grandfather’s birthday here

Happy 81st birthday Mamaiyaa
Thinking back about your birthdays, you never wanted anything but then I was the selfish one. I wanted a lot for your birthdays – usually dinner/lunch out. It is my pattern with you – you always gave me the best yet never asked for anything in return. On your birthday, I got the wishes. I am going to do the same today – on your birthday here are my wishes.
I wish and aspire to encourage and support anyone with an urge to learn – to study. You taught me the importance of education and you also taught me that every individual needs to be provided with all possible means to encourage education. I want to do that – support and encourage someone who needs it.
I wish that I follow your eating habits. No junk food, whole grains, veggies, no oil, no salt. I am going to try.
And finally
I want to put my family first – above everything else just like you did.
I hate you for abandoning us and have I told you lately how much I miss you mamaiyaa?