September 25, 2011

I am losing it – my patience, my temper too often. I am going crazy and to the extend of me wondering why I even decided to move. It is exhausting and tiring. Too many details and too much to do. Working full-time, battling deadlines in addition to everything is insane.

This weekend, I thought we would get more done than what we actually did. I sit back and type this on Sunday night – utterly exhausted and burned out. All I want to do is sleep but I am too wired up to sleep. It means that I am going to wake up exhausted tomorrow.

No one ever said moving was easy. I never imagined moving with a toddler would be easy but now that I am here it is killing me. Now, I am having second thoughts about every decision taken – even the decision to move.

Back-to-back sickness plaguing us is another speed bump.

I am reminding myself to breathe and hold it together till we get where we want to be