Sometimes I wish
*Update: The surgery went well. Thanks for all who called me/pinged me/messaged me and left comments*
I were more religious. Sometimes like NOW.
I used to be religious but over the years I stopped. I have no reason why I stopped. I became more spiritual I guess. I stopped asking God for favors. I felt petty asking things. I felt my problems were small and insignificant. I have accepted it as a part of me and moved on.
Then there are moments – helpless moments like when you hear your granny needs surgery and is in pain. I wish I had someone to dump all my pain and fear on. I know I should be counting my blessings. She is at the hospital and the diagnosis was made on time.
I feel helpless. I feel lost. I wish I could pray. I wish I believed in the power of prayers like my granny does.
I look out of the window as the tears fall. Lighting flashes. I wish I were the kind who believed in signs. Maybe it is a sign everything will be better?
Fingers crossed and tears on my eyes.
Mich
June 14, 2013 at 6:48 pmPraying for your Granny Vini. I’m sure she’ll be fine. Stay strong and her all the courage she needs.
LG
June 1, 2013 at 11:42 pmHugs to you. I could have written this post myself, being in the exact same state of mind.
Please let me know if I can do something.
pooh
June 2, 2013 at 3:09 amLG – hugs to you too. Hope everything works out well – fingers crossed
Ani
June 1, 2013 at 10:55 amhugs Vini.. I will keep granny in my prayers.. she will be alright soon.. hugs..
pooh
June 2, 2013 at 3:10 am@Ani – many thanks and hugs