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Sometimes I wish

*Update: The surgery went well. Thanks for all who called me/pinged me/messaged me and left comments*

I were more religious. Sometimes like NOW.

I used to be religious but over the years I stopped. I have no reason why I stopped. I became more spiritual I guess. I stopped asking God for favors. I felt petty asking things. I felt my problems were small and insignificant. I have accepted it as a part of me and moved on.

Then there are moments – helpless moments like when you hear your granny needs surgery and is in pain. I wish I had someone to dump all my pain and fear on. I know I should be counting my blessings. She is at the hospital and the diagnosis was made on time.

I feel helpless. I feel lost. I wish I could pray. I wish I believed in the power of prayers like my granny does.

I look out of the window as the tears fall. Lighting flashes. I wish I were the kind who believed in signs. Maybe it is a sign everything will be better?

Fingers crossed and tears on my eyes.

5 Comments

  1. Mich

    June 14, 2013 at 6:48 pm

    Praying for your Granny Vini. I’m sure she’ll be fine. Stay strong and her all the courage she needs.

  2. LG

    June 1, 2013 at 11:42 pm

    Hugs to you. I could have written this post myself, being in the exact same state of mind.
    Please let me know if I can do something.

    1. pooh

      June 2, 2013 at 3:09 am

      LG – hugs to you too. Hope everything works out well – fingers crossed

  3. Ani

    June 1, 2013 at 10:55 am

    hugs Vini.. I will keep granny in my prayers.. she will be alright soon.. hugs..

    1. pooh

      June 2, 2013 at 3:10 am

      @Ani – many thanks and hugs

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